Pulling back the layers of feelings towards my current state is like picking a scab; it brings satisfaction for a brief moment and then stings while blood begins to pool.
People who refuse to see beyond the end of their own personal achievements and talents are just as dangerous to our society as those who actively pursue hurting others via physical harm, financial crime and verbal abuse. No one is better than the other. No accolade reaps higher meaning because of the personal value placed upon it. No negative action will ever be seen as necessary, no matter the circumstance.
Maintain self confidence.
Open your eyes.
I realized yesterday that all the things I want to do require an insane amount of motivation, ambition, thirst and need. I have all of those things scattered around this beautiful little city I live in. What happens next is a week of collecting the aforementioned and putting them to a streamlined use.
I’ve spent a year sitting, standing, kneeling, running and laying in time. It’s time to actually start moving.